A Bump in the Road

Well today did not go so well. I still don't want to say too much because if it does not work out, I don't want to have to explain. Anyway we ran into a roadblock and it is going to take at least a month to see if it can be moved. I need all of the support and prayers I can get to see this to the end. Today in our meeting I thought forget it, I am done and almost walked out but I did not. I have some friends that are telling me not to give up and to see it to the end but I am afraid that I will not like what the final result reveals to me. Well anyway I have a lot of waiting and worrying to do for the next month which goes along with all of the waiting and worrying I have done for the last year. Prayers and more prayers!!!!!

A Few Details

Well our meeting today went well so we are on our way to being able to announce our hopefully good news. I am afraid if I say too much I will bring us bad luck. We have more meetings tomorrow so maybe more information tomorrow. Continue praying that all goes well. I have been so nervous this week that I have basically stayed sick at my stomach. Anyway keep praying that things continue staying in the positive. We need all the prayers that we can get.

No Details

First I want to say that I have been a terrible blogger lately because where Little Man is "nothing has happened". There is a very important election tonight and I hope everything turns out well but I have lost optimism with this adoption. This week is a year since I last seen and held my little boy. I have missed him but I know that I can only love him from afar at this point. We will just have to wait and see and pray. I don't expect to see him again until more than likely next year sometime. Only time will tell.
Anyway I am asking for a lot of prayers because (no details) we are doing something tomorrow that can either turn out bad or extremely good. Only the closest people in my life know the details and I promise if things go well I will reveal more details as they come about. Sorry to keep my blogger buddies holding on but I promise details if we have good news. Just keep us in your prayers. Thanks!

Gone for A While

I have not been in the mood to blog for quite a while. I have nothing new on our K. adoption other than we are still waiting with no new news. We got new pictures of Little Man today and he has certainly grown. I could see at least 4 bottom front teeth. He was standing in the picture so I imagine he is walking. His clothes were dirty and his poor pants looked rather tight on him. Lindze commented on the pink shoes he was wearing. All in all he looks rather good especially with that big grin on his face. Miss him much and really don't know when I will see him again.
Tom and I received our new I171 for K the other day and now are in the process of an I800 for China. If things do not pick up with K. soon, we feel we will have a baby girl from China before we see Little Man again. I really don't care if I have to wait 2 or 3 years, I am determined to bring my little boy home. We are now about 34 days out for a referral from China so we expect maybe beginning of next year so I guess we will see. We never planned on 3 kids but if that is Gods plan for us, we will do it and love and care for all 3 of them.
This summer is just flying by. Lindze has been through her 2 week pre-k program and her 2 weeks of swimming lessons and by the end of the summer she will be starting kindergarten. What will I do all day with no Lindze around? I will probably go stir crazy because I am so use to her being with me all of the time except when I am working.
Well off to do my 10 hours of Hague approved training for my I800. Exciting not!!!